cold

Staring at this cold lonely world through these eyes that have seen so much pain, tears, misery, agony and dispear

Look at me

Look at me deep in my eyes

Would you believe what I've seen or would you run away at the first sight of pain that comes your way
can you handle what I've seen what I've been through mine and your life is different so don't worry about me because me and you are nothing a like

If you could walk in my shoes for a day just a day will you cope with my struggles, because at the end of the day i am alone, no one to speak to no one to hold on to, no one to put my full trust into no one to believe in

A day in my life is like 100 days in hell, my life is not your life and yours not hers or not he's maybe not she's, even just we's

A day in my life of me is like a thousand days in a lions den

This is something short just things i feel to let out

We want

We want we want 

This life is filled with the things we don't want and can have and the things we do want but can't have

We want we want 

In this life we want the people that don't want us and dislike the people who do want us 

We want we want 

In this life we like the things we can't have and detest the things that we can have 

We want we want 

In this life the things easily obtainable are the things least liked but the things very hard to achieve is what we set our hearts on 

We want we want 

In this life we want the clichés of life but we don't wanna chase them, we want the happily ever after without even chasing the hard beginnings 

We want we want 

In this life it has become so blind to say what we feel straight rather than lying our way through things 

We want we want 

In this life we would rather be covert with our thoughts, opinions and emotions than overt about them, we would happily live a lie rather than openly tell the truth 

We want we want 

In this life we would rather obscure our feelings than show the explicit details of what we really are feeling 

We want we want 

In this life we want all the expensive stuff but don't want to work for it 

We want we want 

In this life we want everything handed to us on a silver plater rather than achieve things by ourselves 

We want we want

In this life we would rather take the easy way out and the quickest way out of things rather than take our time ponder on our mistakes and learn from them 

We want we want 

In this life we want the joys of life but not the sorrows of hard work and good measures 

We want we want 

In this life we want everything and everyone to do things for us but we dont want to do anything for others, so we come up with excuses and ways to counter act doing things for other

We want we want

We want we want

Love...

Fun...

Games...

Pleasure...

We want we want 

The good life

My brothers keeper

My brothers keeper

I responsible for him as he me and him he

A bond stronger than any other

Tighter than any female

My brothers keeper

A bond deeper than any ocean

We may not have the same blood running through are vains

But your still family always there for me whether it be via a word of encouragement or a little prayer

My brothers keeper

Play, argue, break up. make up. because the bonds to deep to just give up

Giving up is not an option because no matter how far we go we will always be soo close

So close no man can tear us apart, the devil can't enter this, where two or three are gathered He is there

So the devils stronghold can't be in me or in him or in he coz we got Him.

Kwame's Thoughts

This is kwame's thoughts his mind and his soul where the most complexed things get conjured up

Evil Yes 

Evil No

Well maybe so 

If you just push a button

The wrong button that will see me turn from being me to being Him 

Him who I do not like

The negativity the outflows of bad toxic words

Enough to scar a lonely heart till the ends of time

He ... He is not me and I am not him

So don't bring Him back because we are not one

That me is the old me where pain hurt and corruption lies this me is new and purified in His image looking for change so that old and new habits die young

That I may not take my pains to the grave but I let my love of goods things be the death of me

My mind 
my body 
my soul 
my temple 
My all
My strength on the inside and on the out

Who I am outside is not who I am inside who I am to one is different to another who I am to Him isn't who I am to you who I am to Her isn't who I am to Him

So who am I

Do you know ?

Do I know

Does she know

Does he know

Don't think we all know

But heyy

This is just my mind

Messing about

Is it true ??

Welll ...

If I tell you the truth what is it that you gain 

Of what worth is it to your life clearly it isn't of any worth to me

Soo don't bother making remarks because you don't know me to know how am feeling

The loves there but I don't really show it

They're trying to look out for me but I don't really know it

My words on this page so call me a poet 

Ill say some deep things have you paused in your car on the motor way so the AA gonna have to toet

That's my mind my thoughts Kwame's thoughts am me and your you get it right so don't judge me.

pain vs pleasure

Can't believe

Can't believe what was just said

Can I handle it better yet can my heart take the pain

Why was I here

Was I meant to be

We all make mistakes but it seams asif I can't heal from this pain

The pain of this heartbreak

More like heartache

Feels like am cutting a stake

Coz there's more to me than meets the eye

So sometimes I gotta cry

In a place right now where I'm nowhere near where yu want me to be

Or even where I should be

Shoulda woulda coulda's

Coulda woulda shoulda's

So far apart but so close together

Looking at this sunny weather I'd rather be with you so my touch and your touch can be one and my soul and your soul connect and become one that we may live I in you and you in me so be with me its clear to see that I need you and I need you

Peace

Lord why

I know what I need to do but I just don't do it 

Lord why  

Lord why  

Lord why

Why why why

Father help me draw me near to you because in your word it states draw near to me and ill draw near to you 

Your the Lord that will never leave nor forsake me so take me mould me shape use me completely 

No trim but Lord I wish you can shape me up so at the end of the day I know if I die you will take me up

To be with you my lord and savour my sweet refuge

Torn Apart

Used to be so close now were so far
We hit the peak off intimacy now its dead weight 

Used to love yu bare now its unfair
Living in a world of clichés what more can I say

Living in a world of clichés its an apifiny I must say

Living in a fantasy where the sky is the limit going back to the reality where faith is the limit

So if you believe just a little then the moon is your home but if yu don't ... If yu don't ... Then then swinging on vines and jumping on trees is yur life

So give up the strife the next time yu look at the stars think can I go further than this

Step into a realm that's not seen by the naked eye but step out this realm where a covered eye cannot dwell

This is my feelings emotions nd life so yu kind madam or kind sir are accountable for my actions next

So watch out or yu will be next 
to feel the pain and stress of this text

Life love pain could the a hex

The wages of sin is death and the power of death is life so if you live it right a rectify all your mistakes then

This heartbreak won't be for you but for the next man who petites themselves to much to pick them out of there pain ...

Misery..

Hurt.

Anger

Living a life of sin equals a life of pain

Living a life of pain gave me no gain or pleasure but you yes you and only you gave me true life you were there yes no maybe so when I really wasn't 

You were there when I wasn't, if I'm being totally honest I don't deserve you but I have anyway so please give me time then ill be yours again

This has been my heart soo see yu next ...

Time my heart cries hope 2 see yu again